These are short texts that occasionally emerge from something I’ve read or experienced. I write to see where they lead, and only revise them lightly.
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Gitmeden önce Sait Faik’i okusaydım
Sait Faik’in Lüzumsuz Adam kitabını okuyorum. İlk baskısı 1948 yılında basılmış. Kitap kısa hikayelerden oluşuyor. İlk hikaye—kitaba ismini veren hikaye—Lüzümsüz Adam, İstanbul sokaklarında dolaşan ve gördüklerini anlatan bir adamın …
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I finished Joan Didion’s book
I finished Joan Didion’s Let Me Tell You What I Mean, and only after finishing it, I read the foreword. I always hesitate reading the foreword before reading the book myself. Most of the time they are written by people who have already …
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Carrying a camera to pause more often
I was reading Byung-Chul Han’s The Scent of Time, and in the essay The Scent of Oak Wood he articulated something I had been feeling for some time. He argued that our time is defined by an acceleration of events, where one moment is …
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Noticing tools
Realizing how simply holding a pen while reading can change the way I read led me to think that there might be a category of practices that increase my attention in a similar way. I am interested in practices that alter my perception. …
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Reading in parallel for surprising connections
I wasn’t much of a reader until I started reading to my daughter every night, around 10 years ago. Since then, reading slowly became a part of my life, and looking back, a handful of ideas made it possible. Here are the ones I can recall: …
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Reading aloud to the kids changed the way I read
I wasn’t much of a reader when I began reading to my older daughter every night, around ten years ago, and I quickly realized there are two kinds of reading to children. The first is the “I am saying the words out loud, but my mind is …
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Taking notes to capture ideas
For the past six years, I’ve been keeping short notes whenever something feels like there’s more to it. A sentence, a thought, a small incident—if it stands out, I try to pause, write it down and figure out why it stood out. Over time, …
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Writing haiku to notice fleeting moments
I was reading Matsuo Bashō’s The Narrow Road to the Deep North, and at one point, after passing through a famous gate, he reflects on how he did not get a chance to write a haiku there. The remark is brief, but it felt familiar to how I …
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Thinking with the hand
I am watching this YouTube video of William Kentridge working in his studio. In this part of the video he has a set-up for projecting frames from a footage on a desk and animating a paper-cut horse on top of it, frame by frame, moving the …
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Tea flare
I am sitting upstairs, transferring my notes from Kaveh Akbar’s Martyr!. Summer is approaching and the morning sun is shining into the room. The days have been so gray for a long time. Today, I am happy to sit in the sun. I brewed myself …
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Live, capture, revisit, share
It was a Sunday and we were spending most of the day inside. Yağmur went and built wings from paper, strapped onto her arms like shields. I told her that she could tape an extra piece onto each wing to make them longer. Her first thought …